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又见...手绘...half intern = half ghost
xmas promotion is killing me
no break...no breath
累
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见到Kate的前一秒钟,我还在waiting room像个小学生一样的不停的画呀画......
一张poster,改来又改去.自己也不知道究竟值不值得?
似乎已经不再是为了那看得见的种种,种种......
只是单纯地,单纯地想要证明什么...
情绪复杂......头脑简单
......
从Quay St转到Deansgate,再到Blackfriars Rd......曼城,又下雨了
每每遇上些改变,总会选择一个人走走
自私的体味着本该与牵挂的人一起分享的快乐,试着用深沉把幸福最大化
上次是在那个三面之緣的城市,再上次是在QD的海边......
时空如此不同,感情如此相似......
真的可以深深荡入心底
透过自己呵出的雾气,感受那种清冷
一片澄澈的真实,一份淡淡的哀伤...换眼看世界......笑意嫣然
是...一切的一切......刚刚好...刚刚好......
开始习惯了这里的生活,也习惯性的坚持了出门不带伞的伪小资情调......还顺便习惯性的坚持了坚持了很久的完美主义
对于在意的事情,永远都是开始的时候很洒脱,经历的过程却不自觉的越陷越深...
然而,问题的关键是,我似乎对什么事情都很在意......向来如此......
怎么办呢?
随它了.....
也许'Ambitiousness'本身就是件神似而非型似的事情.
就像做设计,每每的初衷总会在构型的过程中得到重新的定义.
也许,这就是玄机所在......who knows, who cares~~
'做都做了,那就不顾一切的能付出多少就付出多少吧'...自言自语
精疲力竭换来的问心无愧,最起码的问心无愧......满足......我应该满足
one more step
just a teeny tiny step......as a new footstone could b
how many chances hav u got?
u can never imagine...
without sufferings, without complaints......
btw, u do help a lot.
cheers~
Midazolam vs Chocolate
小的时候,Chocolate就是我最大的梦想
梦想有一天,可以想买多少买多少
长大了,Chocolate仍旧是我最大的梦想
梦想有一天,可以想吃多少吃多少
总会在可以实现梦想的时候感到若有所失......
似乎漫长的过程荡涤去的不仅仅是时间
还有那本该属于达成的喜悦
实现亦或现实
在不经意间,换了初衷
结果的相同
真的
不等同于愿望的基点
半是半非
对于Midazolam的拒绝,给了Chocolate一个完美的借口
堂而皇之的大包大包的躺在了冰箱里
整整一格
却忽然发觉看着远比吃着更能让人安慰
也许抱一包Thorntons钻进被窝,远比吃掉一包更加的有效
就好比精神鸦片或者心理优势
其实
一切的一切都只取决于自己
我想,我就可以
我不想
我就真的不可以
~~Ariel真诚的骂了我,想必也知道骂了也是白骂,我们俩谁都不会改. 改了,就不知道怎么生活了不是
......我不是完美主义者,只是简单的想把生活简单化
......将来,不会因为自己做的不够而后悔
......就像Chocolate,可以不吃可是不可以不买
现实是猥琐的,精神是高尚的
我就是这么的self-conscious
ta-la ;)
The thunder, Perfect mind
For I am the first and the last.
I am the wife and the virgin. I am the mother and the daughter. I am she whose wedding is great, and I have not taken a husband.
I am the bride and the bridegroom.
I am senseless and I am wise.
Come forward to childhood, and do not despise it because it is small and it is little. And do not turn away greatnesses in some parts from the smallnesses, for the smallnesses are known from the greatnesses.
I am the one who is honored, and who is praised, I am knowledge and ignorance.
I am shame and boldness.
I am shameless; I am ashamed.
I am control and the uncontrollable. I am strength and I am fear. I am war and peace. I am the substance and the one who has no substance.
But I, I am compassionate and I am cruel. Do not hate my obedience and do not love my self-control.
I am the union and the dissolution. I am she who exists in all fears and strength in trembling.
I am she who is weak, and I am well in a pleasant place.
And I am an alien and a citizen.
I am the silence that is incomprehensible and the idea whose remembrance is frequent. I am the voice whose sound is manifold
For I am the first and the last.
AD from PRADA PARFUMS
Thunder Pic by Fractal Dust Bin
Copyright 2006
THE GNOSTIC SOCIETY LIBRARY The Nag Hammadi Library The Thunder, Perfect Mind
if u want 2 listen 2 the u-tube AD of PRADA
please, press ESC at first and then press PLAY on the screen
THX
halfway type......always我好象什么都是个二半调子
拿书法当画画学 拿画画当口琴学 拿口琴当手风琴学 拿手风琴当钢琴学 拿钢琴当吉他学 拿吉他当电脑学 拿电脑当跆拳道学
拿跆拳道当网球学 拿网球当太极学 拿太极当软件学 拿软件当英语学 拿英语当胡扯学
就对设计认真了
还就真不知道该拿它当什么学了
那天说起将来让孩子学什么什么
诸如此类......
学啥啊
啥都别学
本事不是学出来的
是逼出来的
往死里逼
......
SUPER-EGO
VS
EGO
"后悔了?"
"P哩! 谁后悔了?!"
(后悔了,打死,也不能承认后悔了啊......)
"那怎么了?"
"贪心"
"那还是后悔了..."
"没有!就是觉得......哎!其实,ok了......"
"肯定后悔了!"
"烦不烦啊你!怎么总纠缠在那两个字上啊!有得有失很正常啊!!"
"事实啊!潜意识里你就是后悔了,然后自己又说服自己不去承认......"
"你可以去死了!"
<Kill Bill inside Bill>
IV Episode
Background Music: Balmain Runway BM
Finally, I stick to sth unremittingly......kept on sleeping 2 hours a day for a whole week......
hope soooo......fighting!!girl!!!
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11.11
the 23th edition
I'm a liar this time
Actually, i'm in love with my
ASSIGNMENTS
Got 2 go back 2 my dates
numb totally
Fashion DebateMy first Fashion Club Night
Manchester Fashion Network Present
Series of Manchester Press Evenings
Sponsored by:
Halliwells/University of Salford/photolink creative group/MWB/Hilton/theCircle
location: The Circle Club (private)
All photos shoted by Xuan Zhang, all rights reserved
LG SHINE
Normal Mode
Outside of the Circle Club private club
Inside of the Circle Club private club
Night view of Manchester & Lovely Display Windows
The END
my DAY & NIGHTLife is simple
as simple as simple can b.......
Walking out of trembling, shotting the peace in sharp or blur focus
I try 2 make it as it used to be......
Denotation, sometimes, senses more than connotations......in my mind
Day and Night could b documented, should b memorized...just 4 fun, otherwise just to prove existence.....
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